Can you say "manic?" (... cause I can sing it in an angel voice..)
OK... so I've been really down about my job lately. I've hated my life. I've been totally kicking my ass for not going straight to grad school. I finlly got hired on today (woo hoo!) My official start date (in writing) is Monday. My insurance still won't start for a while, but that's ok.

Also, I was eating an apple at my desk today, and for some reason that apple smelled like a whole orchard (it was particularly fragrant). I thought I was going to explode! Does anyone realize that the real start of the fall season is less than one month away? I'm serious! Aug. 1st is the true beginning for the fall celebration.

My fourth of July weekend was ok. I just get really pissed when I feel like I go out of my way to make sure everyone is having fun, and doing fun stuff and then everyone makes fun of my messy room, dirty house, etc. The previous rant-filled posting was in no way about one person... basically it was about everyone in my proximity. I'm kind of done making sure everything is normal or fun... it's someone else's turn. Brandon and I are having secret sexy date night on Friday, so that will be fun and I will go out of my way to make that nice. Other than that, I'm all about number one, baby.